John Shoptaw
Jacob’s Meadow
Your way of putting some distance between us,
mourning dove, in seemly haste,
quickstepping (your turtleneck gaze
craning forward and flexing back
like a Singer sewing needle) and then
flustering aloft to the telecommunication line
and crooning — all of it pleases me.
Your wings whistle no eerie wail
but a call to flight, your moan in dove minor
lures your next mate, and your spirited
relocation to a level only a little above me
shadows forth no seraphic transmutation,
no hereafter species to aspire to,
nothing more than a song perch.
And you, angel, you’re no missing rung.
Look at you! You’re an evolutionary monstrosity.
Why were you fitted with arms as well as wings?
For brandishing a lily? Flourishing a sword,
like a right-handed beak? And those tender feet,
gracefully adangle or decorously robed,
what have they ever seized? Do they walk
or hop? Either way, without you
the great rope ladder of beings would
collapse all over the place, and all earth’s creatures
would find themselves on the same footing.
Which of course they already do. All but us.
Earth to Jacob, snap out of it!
That angel you were grappling with
in your guilty dream on the banks of the Jabbok?
That was your brother, Esau. That starlit ladder?
The steep oleander riverbank.
And those departing and arriving messengers?
Bats homing in on mosquitoes in the meadow
that had gorged themselves on you. Yes, bats,
your remote relations, embracing the afterlight
with their handsome five-digit wings.
about the author
John Shoptaw’s new collection, Near-Earth Object, will be published by Unbound Edition Press, with a foreword by Jenny Odell, in April 2024. He teaches poetry and ecopoetics in the English Department at UC Berkeley.